Since my last post, I've read many wonderful books and have brushed up on my United States history.  I'm teaching 8th grade social studies this year and have rediscovered my love for teaching in a classroom.  Although I loved most aspects of my job as a library media specialist and tried to bloom where I was planted, I missed something crucial that I had previously taken for granted...the relationships formed between classroom teachers and their students.  I may have had access to and been an influence on 600+, but I barely knew them.  And I was reminded that I embarked on my teaching journey to work with kids.  In the library, I found myself working with adults and booksellers more than students.  I needed more.  And since I'd worked in the classroom before for years, I knew what it was I was missing...the grass was definitely greener on the other side for me. 

Some questioned my move "down" the salary ladder.  Others understood.  Doesn't matter.  I found the money I'd been spending that was frivolous and I do without some luxuries I thought were necessities.  I even fell in love with the public library again and have borrowed more books this year than I have in the past 20. 

There is truth in the saying, "If you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life."  I've compromised and found that having it all and doing it all is just not for me. 

I'm content with a good cup of coffee and a good book.  (Especially Mesu Andrews' latest!  Eek!)

*And for the record, this is my last official blog post for now.  I'll print the blog into a book that I can look at from time to time and even pass on to my two children.  Due to spam comments, I've been forced to edit this site lately and it has reminded me to draw closure to the insecurity I felt about my job change and to finalize the decision in my mind. 

Happy Reading.
RC